Getting to the Other Side of Bad

The title of the blog is based on the idea that I am really beginning again at a place that can be called zero. My business is in questionable shape, my body has fallen apart due to the diabetic ketoacidosis, and I honestly feel emotionally drained.

At the same time, I have had quite a few inspirational moments of late. I watched Cobra Kai on Netflix, and while no, I don't intend to take up Karate, I do think that I want to live a more spiritual life. I am very attracted to the idea of creating a yoga pond - which may be something I have made up on my own - but the idea is to create a pond that surrounds an elevated circle large enough on which to do yoga. Ok, kind of a dream at this point, but all realities start with some kind of dream, right?

My whole life has been focused on finding a sense of peace and transformation. I have failed miserably to date, but that doesn't mean I have to continue failing. My goal is to reach a place where I can build a sanctuary where I can do my work and live in a state of relative confidence that I will have food and shelter tomorrow, and that I have little to no possibility of losing everything. After a constant pace of losing everything every few years, that is the goal that I have - to live with the knowledge that I and the life I have built are safe.